Gender and Jouissance
[...]Esther professed an uneasiness about how people approached her in an amorous way.
So her love life had been problematic. Throughout the diverse relations with her teenage boyfriends, 3 or 4, Esther remained a virgin—she was not then interested in having sex. Finally she “lost her virginity” at 20 years old to the last native boyfriend. She moved to the States shortly after. As to what she was leaving behind, the family romance was a conflictive one[...]